Week Four

I'm a little sick, which makes it really hard to want to study. I know I should. Especially because I have plans tonight...maybe.


This past week felt like a vacation and all because one class was cancelled. And I treated it like a vacation. Instead of adding to my workload now that I had more time, I spent more time with people...out. Please, don't assume that I am dropping the ball or falling behind. I'm not. But I did have a little more fun this week. I learned my lesson from week two and did enough on the weekend, even with a Sunday night trip to Austin to listen to Miranda play.

So, this weekend, somehow, I need to kick it into gear, to maintain the balance of the week.

Life is weird and overwhelming and unaffecting and up and down and up and down and all I can do is roll with it, try not to feel it too much. All of us are running around trying to find our place here, in the school and with each other.

Last weekend we had a law school buddy social. Everyone makes jokes about Baylor (the undergrad side) being designed for MRS degrees but the guys here are drinking the water. No one wants to just be friends any more. Long story short, there are a lot of men in my life at the moment. And they all get a kick out of my "I'm not looking for anything" disclaimer.

It'll probably taper off eventually, and hopefully I'll manage to turn some of these guys into friends.

I have now spoken in four of my classes. I am holding my own. I love the material, I love the work, and I am going to go and try to take some more of it on, right now...

after a shower.