Humor

I love humor. I love to laugh. I make people laugh.
Because I am silly, playful and have no problem tossing myself out as the butt of a joke, self-deprecating for a laugh

But...
I can't stand humor at another person's expense.
I can't stand the people who fling out jokes like barbs that stick, and pick people apart. Is it funny? Is it funny yet?
Now that I feel small, judged, lesser and ridiculous, is it funny yet?